
But I apologize for being a hypocrite and not taking my own advice. I wish you had the balls to come forward and tell me shit. We should’ve celebrated us more (but that’s my fault so I’m sorry). We shouldn’t have let so many people get involved like we did. I thought we had it all but I know my insecurities played a part in our breakup. But you’ve said so yourself, being a pessimist doesn’t set you up for failure. You really need to look in the mirror and try to fix yourself or else you’ll never be happy. I thought I deserved what you were saying but now I know I didn’t. I’ve forgiven you for all of the nasty things you said to me but I’ll never forget. You have so many issues and still to this day you try to pin them on me. I really hope you followed your dreams and became a chef.Įx G) Fuck you. I hope you found someone who loves you deeply. I read some old messages and I was like WOW GOD I WAS ANNOYING. I was young and a bit of an asshole to be fair. Hope you have found happiness.Įx F) I’m sorry how things turned out. But when you came back and was trying to have me as your second girlfriend behind your girlfriend’s back (without us knowing) that was wrong. I hope you are doing well though!Įx E) We sang amazing duets together and my heart broke when you had to leave. Fuck you.Įx D) I don’t know why I kept going back to you/allowing you to come back after you continuously cheated on me. If you remember, you two broke up because she was a bitch to you and then you left me to go back to her. Just because she dislikes me doesn’t mean you have to treat me like shit. I hope you are doing well.Įx B) Why did you ghost me? We dated 6 months and poof?Įx C) Fuck you and your current gf (well wife I should say). I said those things out of anger after hearing what you said about me (which we both knew were untrue, you just wanted to act cool in front of your friend). 30days 30 day challenge 30 days day23 day 23 family dislike hate snowybsthoughts snowybĮx A) You don’t really count as an ex but I’ll add you anyways. There are more qualities why I dislike him like his homophobia but I don’t want to discuss him anymore.

Whenever my mom asks why I didn’t like him anymore, I would just say he knew why.

He went from someone I did everything with to someone I hated with every bone in my body. It still didn’t register until I was much older. And I didn’t figure out what happened until I had puberty class the following year. My brother raped me twice when I was 7 or 8. So warning for people I guess? I don’t fucking know.

And now I’m putting it out on the internet for people to see (as if people actually read this). I’ve only told a few people this (no one in my family knows). My family is like most, pretty dysfunctional but we love each other at the end of the day.Īll that being said, I do not like my oldest brother. Honestly, I was debating not writing about this.
